As expected , I’m very worn from the stress of moving. I’ve gotten through the headaches and the physical pain (sore muscles) but the mental tiredness are still active. That’s the one that always takes the longest to work through and get on the right side on. I knew it was coming, but you can never really prepare for exactly how affected you will be. The only thing you can do is try to be honest with yourself and give yourself the time that’s needed to get back on track.
I’ve therefore decided to take a few days off over Easter. The days off are both from streaming and meeting people/socializing in general. I hadn’t planned on the break, but with T going through a common cold and just being home has made me realize just how much I’m pushing myself. I want everything to be perfect from the get-go, but that’s a very dangerous goal to keep for extended periods of time. It’s so easy to burn yourself out and loose that drive that keeps you moving forward.
So, for the coming days I will spend some time with T and playing some co-op game we both wants to play (most probably Diablo 3). I will not lift a finger on the things that still needs to be done in the apartment during these days so I can return fresh and boosted with energy (hopefully).